Let me get this straight. I am a proud virgin. Ever since I pimped my looks and I knew that I could have all the single bitches in the world, I realized that I have always had this opportunity, because I am truly awesome. And I remember all the instances when I could totally score but I just didn't feel like it. And douchebags have called me a coward for that. Because I didn't take advantage of a helpless insecure misfortune. Because I didn't risk getting emotionally attached to a female who cannot reciprocate. Because I didn't risk to be exploited. Maybe I was scared. And hell, I had my reasons. I'm not willing to pay the price for casual sex. I'm not willing to pay the price for a virtual relationship. It costs much more than having blue balls. Plus, I'm happy to have both of my hands not amputated.
Jock Wannabe: You can't possibly live without sex! It's not healthy! We all have a sex drive and running away from it is like running away from yourself. You've got issues, man, build some self-esteem!
Most people have a libido, true. It's there to help us multiply. That's what sex is for. You can't possibly claim that being healthy depends on making babies. That's ridiculous. And I'm not running away from my sex drive. It's there, and I acknowledge it. Attractive women make my dick hard.
Jock Wannabe: Then just go for it, dude! *metal horns*
I don't feel like it. It's kinda like, when you're really angry at someone, and you swear that you're gonna kill them. You meet them in person and suddenly you don't actually feel like killing them, because it's irrational. Same goes for casual sex. I'm intelligent enough to estimate what's in it for me, and it's not enough, compared to how much it would cost me. Of course I'd be scared. And I respect that fear because it tells me all the facts I need to know in one hunch. But how does that make me a coward most of all? I'm brave enough to admit I'm a virgin. I'm brave enough to reject attractive women. I'm brave enough to poke a jock in the eye with my penis. Would a guy with no self-esteem do this shit? I'm awesome. Sure, sometimes I get self-conscious about specific things, but overall, I know I'm potentially a great mate, compared to all the other motherfuckers with no brains. Not to mention that I've got a cock and two balls. Beat that, bitch. I rule that motherfucker. And you ain't getting any of that.
This has nothing to do with Christianity or any religion. I'm the living proof of a moral atheist. Because it's rational to be moral. I don't need no God to tell me what's good for me. I'm smart enough to evaluate my choices. Fuck you, kinky grandma who preaches abstinence. I don't care about abstinence. I just wanna stay out of trouble and pee in your soup only when you aren't watching. I don't care if other people choose to fuck whomever their dick gets hard to. Just don't push your beliefs on me. Don't tell me what I should be doing. Just keep filming home-made pornos so that I can jack off to your girlfriend.
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Sep 25, 2008
Sep 10, 2008
The Curse of Beauty
The problem with beautiful women is that they have power over something they didn't achieve. Try to see the world through their eyes. At first, you're gonna be surprised why they're praising you for something you didn't earn (your beauty). It's rather awkward in the beginning, but as it keeps going on and on, you start to convince yourself that maybe you are virtuous for your beauty. You realize that:
1. this gives you power
2. you have monopoly over less attractive girls, no matter how smart or virtuous they are.
That aspect essentially corrupts you because you realize that there's no need to be virtuous. You already have tons of guys competing for you. You can be a total bitch and still get away with it. And this is your revenge. Men who discriminate on looks do deserve to be treated badly because they are in a way what causes this vicious circle of corruption. But now it's too late for you to develop a personality, because you're too caught up in a slave scenario, where you love being the victim and proving guys to be pigs.
Better appearance doesn't necessarily mean greater confidence. Because, as I mentioned above, most pretty chicks feel depressed because they're not loved for who they are. And what's frustrating is that they have been too crippled to really expand. They don't have any self-confidence left: they only create the illusion of one. But of course, that does in no way mean that less attractive girls are automatically virtuous, especially if they believe that being pretty is a virtue and try hard to be sexy.
When you're not loved for who you are, and rather for your looks, you subconsciously might start to believe that there's something fundamentally wrong about yourself. And with that in mind, there's no possibility you could ever have self-confidence. Beauty is irrelevant in the cases where one does not present themselves in such way. For example, if a woman claims that a man shouldn't love a less-attractive than her woman, then obviously she's putting herself in "court" where she, too, should be judged by her looks. A confident woman is only intimidating to a weak man. Some women mistake confidence with aggressiveness, and later they wonder why no man wants them.
There's no need to try and fool yourself that a certain part of your body is prettier than you think. The simple act of accepting your own body for what it is will make you more confident and calm.
1. this gives you power
2. you have monopoly over less attractive girls, no matter how smart or virtuous they are.
That aspect essentially corrupts you because you realize that there's no need to be virtuous. You already have tons of guys competing for you. You can be a total bitch and still get away with it. And this is your revenge. Men who discriminate on looks do deserve to be treated badly because they are in a way what causes this vicious circle of corruption. But now it's too late for you to develop a personality, because you're too caught up in a slave scenario, where you love being the victim and proving guys to be pigs.
Better appearance doesn't necessarily mean greater confidence. Because, as I mentioned above, most pretty chicks feel depressed because they're not loved for who they are. And what's frustrating is that they have been too crippled to really expand. They don't have any self-confidence left: they only create the illusion of one. But of course, that does in no way mean that less attractive girls are automatically virtuous, especially if they believe that being pretty is a virtue and try hard to be sexy.
When you're not loved for who you are, and rather for your looks, you subconsciously might start to believe that there's something fundamentally wrong about yourself. And with that in mind, there's no possibility you could ever have self-confidence. Beauty is irrelevant in the cases where one does not present themselves in such way. For example, if a woman claims that a man shouldn't love a less-attractive than her woman, then obviously she's putting herself in "court" where she, too, should be judged by her looks. A confident woman is only intimidating to a weak man. Some women mistake confidence with aggressiveness, and later they wonder why no man wants them.
There's no need to try and fool yourself that a certain part of your body is prettier than you think. The simple act of accepting your own body for what it is will make you more confident and calm.
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Mind Exploration
Sep 8, 2008
Head Album Review
I recently got ahold of Head's debut album - Save Me From Myself. For those of you who don't know, this is Brian Welch: ex-member of KoRn who left the band after finding Christ. Ever since his departure, their music turned to shit. Obviously he was the essential element that contributed to the overall original sound they used to have. And I gotta tell you, Jesus saved neo-metal.
Save Me From Myself is a surprisingly good record. What does it sound like? KoRn from the 90's. Even the vocals somehow remind me of Jon Davis. There's a thin line, though, that Welch didn't cross. He added some other spices in the mix, like synths and a collaboration with Stephen Hawking. I also noticed some Deftones influence, which made me think about their upcoming album...
Music wise, Head's songs are strongly built on trivial tunes that never get old. Nothing genius about them, they're just well-arranged. The best tracks in my opinion are "Save Me From Myself" and "Die Religion Die". I have yet to read the lyrics, but from what I hear, they're hilarious. I wonder if he really buys into Christianity... I really hope it's a subtle joke, Andy Kaufman style. It's hard to believe, though, knowing that Welch is a recovering junkie, and many such take a religious approach to solve their problem.
I wonder how he got these gurus of alternative music to play for him, like JOSH FREESE, Tony Levin, Trevor Dunn... Trevor Dunn, for crying out loud! I bet he got paid for his name to be on the list and never actually recorded bass for the album. I mean, come on, a 5 year old could play Head's riffs! You don't need a legend to do that for you! Same goes for Nine Inch Nails. Trent Reznor always hires some great musicians, which is totally a P.R. action to get more publicity. It's all bullshit, I tell ya. While we're at it, if you're a NiN fan, I don't wanna know you.
In conclusion, if you need some background music for your fap/rape/scat sessions, Save Me From Myself is the best choice for you! Embrace Christ in your holy deeds! Give it a try.
Save Me From Myself is a surprisingly good record. What does it sound like? KoRn from the 90's. Even the vocals somehow remind me of Jon Davis. There's a thin line, though, that Welch didn't cross. He added some other spices in the mix, like synths and a collaboration with Stephen Hawking. I also noticed some Deftones influence, which made me think about their upcoming album...
Music wise, Head's songs are strongly built on trivial tunes that never get old. Nothing genius about them, they're just well-arranged. The best tracks in my opinion are "Save Me From Myself" and "Die Religion Die". I have yet to read the lyrics, but from what I hear, they're hilarious. I wonder if he really buys into Christianity... I really hope it's a subtle joke, Andy Kaufman style. It's hard to believe, though, knowing that Welch is a recovering junkie, and many such take a religious approach to solve their problem.
I wonder how he got these gurus of alternative music to play for him, like JOSH FREESE, Tony Levin, Trevor Dunn... Trevor Dunn, for crying out loud! I bet he got paid for his name to be on the list and never actually recorded bass for the album. I mean, come on, a 5 year old could play Head's riffs! You don't need a legend to do that for you! Same goes for Nine Inch Nails. Trent Reznor always hires some great musicians, which is totally a P.R. action to get more publicity. It's all bullshit, I tell ya. While we're at it, if you're a NiN fan, I don't wanna know you.
In conclusion, if you need some background music for your fap/rape/scat sessions, Save Me From Myself is the best choice for you! Embrace Christ in your holy deeds! Give it a try.
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